Tuesday, June 29, 2010

I Feel Like...


Sometimes I feel like the weight of the world is on my shoulders. Working a day job and managing a business at the same time is starting to take its toll on me mentally, physically, and emotionally. I mean, just the other day, I was so stressed out that I actually cried because I saw that all I had left for breakfast was cereal. WHO DOES THAT!!! (no, i'm not pregnant, haha!) 

Kinda reminds me of Sarah McLachlan's song...

"Spend all your time waiting for that second chance
For the break that will make it ok
There's always some reason to feel not good enough
And it's hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction, oh beautiful release..."

In spite of all this though, I can still smile because when i feel giving up, i have an army of encouragers pulling me back up. I know that a little sacrifice now will go a long way in the future. Almost there...almost there. 

16 comments:

ChinkyGirLMeL said...

Herro herrroooo my fwend. I hope you are ok. I've been in that sort of mood lately too. Know what you need? You need to take a break, a day or two would be great. You need time for yourself and time to just enjoy. Sending you virtual hugs kym! Mwahugs

RicAdeMus said...

That reminds me, I'M OUT OF CEREAL!!! ;P Finished off the strawberry frosted mini-wheats this morning. I think that means veggie pizza for breakfast on Wednesday.

Sorry for joking about breakfast (but the cereal really is gone). I hate the thought that you're so drained at the moment. Feeling not good enough can be a difficult illusion to see through any time, but especially when you're so tired.

You do have a lot of supporters, but even better you've got Kym. That must give you confidence and a big smile. She certainly has that effect on everyone else!

Now have a little ice cream cake and go get some rest. ;P

Nashe^ said...

Ahhh we all have moments like that. Damn straight you got supporters. We're behind you all the way!

Denysia said...

I cry too! When ever I get frustrated/mad/sad! I think it's alright to cry. It's a good way to let out some of the stress you have. I've been extremely stressed out the last month or so. The other week, I found a white hair!

Erny said...

It's OK, it happens to the best of people as well. Good to let it out instead of keeping it in you. If you need a break, then go. You deserve it..you have been working too hard.

Don't forget that you have a very strong line of supporters behind you and will encourage and pick you up when you're down.

P.S. You can always join me in Bali...hehehe

x

tessatham said...

Awww Kym!! It's one of those days :( Just know that you have a great support system (God, family, Bf, friends, fans), and that they'll always be with you every step of the way! What you do is amazing, so don't ever stop :)

P.S LET'S GO FOR coffee or something!!! OR shopping? ;)

// krissy ♥ said...

Kymmy baby that's also what I'm feeling at the moment. I broke down at the office last Monday because I feel like I really, really do not like my job anymore. I talked (more like sobbed) to my manager about it, and even told my officemates I filed an immediate resignation. And you know what, they were all so sad the whole day! That made me feel loved and special :) I hope we shake off the blues soon! And yeah, you got a supporter in me! Krissy loves you! :)

e.motion in motion said...

Kymmmm. <3 Sorry to hear about the stresses lately.. I guess it's just "one of those days," but at least there's tomorrow and the hope for a better day : ) And we're all supporting you 100%!! I hope you get some time off to de-stress and feel better soon! -BIGHUGS- <3

Klaudea said...

Awww hun you cried over cereal?!?!?!

Don't be so stressed! Remember me? Your little slave? I'm just a phone call away!

Deep breaths hun, deep breaths :)

Chrissy said...

Awww, sweetie! We all have moments like this. Apparently we have these moments at the same time from what I've read in the previous responses. Somtimes I feel like I can't go on anymore. Like today I have the day off and I only need to work tomorrow and then will have two weeks off. But this one day tomorrow just makes me want to (let's say) smash something. Oh well. Hope you'll feel better soon.

MKL said...

Hang in there, sweetie. I feel same like you these days..... =_=

Nikolett said...

Ohhh Kym ... *HUGS* you're definitely loved and you're definitely good enough. I really hope you get a moment to relax, and if you ever want to ask more of me website-wise, go for it! I don't want you to be stressed out about it. Hang in there and I hope you feel better soon!

Carrie said...

Awww Kym. I can relate to this post. Just try and take it one day at a time. I always get super stressed out when I have so many things on my plate but it helps to slow down. And of course, the support and encouragement of those close to you is also really helpful. Hope things get better for you!

P.S. I love love love this song by Sarah McLachlan.

.maitai said...

Oh no Kym! I totally understand how you feel. I felt this way just a few months ago with all the stresses from life. :(

You've got so much on your plate right now, but you know you've got us! We're here for you and we'll be with you all the way, so don't give up! You are an amazing entrepreneur, blogger and person, and life always gets better as each day goes by. It may not seem like it day-by-day, but when you look back at your life in 20-something years, this will all have been worth it :D

Amy said...

I felt like that for awhile working and working my ass off for my promotion. Finally, now - I'm just waiting on the news.

I had to finally get a massage b/c my back was KILLING me. sometimes you just need a day off to relax, rejuvenate, and take care of yourself!

DO IT! you deserve it!

Elizabeth said...

this is SO cute!